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sorry, im gettting reeeaallly annoyed..

taaalaaa:

Uhm yeah I know your just using me.. big time. -_- And its fucking getting annoying. Whenever you guys fight or “breakup” you always come crying to me, and say all this crap about him. “Ohh i’m gonna ignore him. Omgg i hate him. blahblahblah” bullshit. And everytime you ask me for help, i help, and you dont even listen to me. Oh, so you’d rather choose your bf over your real friends? Ive BEEN trying to help but ugh w/e. So fkn selfish. You say your life is so bad, well whos fault is that? Sorry if I make you cry or w/e, but you know i’m right. And i know its hard trying to get away from someone who you already had experiences with, but can you at least try to be stronger than him for once, and leave him? He cant pressure you to do stuff like that. like who the fuck would want to be with someone who almost put them in jail? -_- and trust me, im not the only one who’s bothered. okay im done.

lmao hey talia

So, tomorrows your birthday and I don’t even remember how old you are. You know how people die and someone new comes, it never failed. At least when Kayla was born, you got to see her and know her for about a week and thats probably the only thing you wanted before you left. When I was younger you took care of me so much that I got used to it and didn’t care about the things you did for me. I didn’t even know something was wrong until you left, thats how clueless I was back then. When mom and dad fight, you’re always brought up, which seems to make mom cry even harder. Everytime I have to write about people I admire or is a saint to me, I always write about you because they are so many things that I loved about you. You were a strong woman raising 4 children without anyone by your side. I still wonder what it would be like if you were still around. I never got to appreciate you the way I should’ve when I was younger and I regret that. Even when I visit you, I’m always too lazy to get out of the car. You never got to meet Marco and Natalie, but they know who you are and how much we love you. Me, Chloe, Nino miss you so much. I know me and Chloe talk about you sometimes, and even though Nino acts like how he acts, I know he still loves you. Everyone misses you, I hope you’re watching <3 I love you Grandma & happy birthday :)

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